meat

I ate meat today. It was a pork chop...actually two pork chops. They were yummy. So far my stomach has responded well after 20+ days of no meat.
My band is playing a show tonight under our new name "O Captain My Captain". It'll be a good one.

my life is ruined

I just lost over $7,000 playing poker. I'm glad it was fake money. I guess I should re-think pursuing my dream of becoming a professional poker player. I don't think I have it in me. Every time I bluff, I feel guilty for lying. That just won't do.